When I am Thinking about Him...

When i'm thinking about him...

my day won't be the same as always

i can't do my thing

i look like crazy woman

i acts weird

but thats all i have to make myself happy

my whole day changed now

when i am pretend not thinking about him..

i hurt myself

i lied to myself

i am not real person i used to be

i make myself to look very stupid

so hard to pretend

when i've made my decision..

not really think about him

he is not that important

i am not stupid to think about him

i don't want to remember the scary memories

i'll let him go but one day

when i lied to myself..

i talk something stupid

i can't enjoy my life now

i don't be myself now

i don't even want to stop

but i've tried

> Mr. Daus: - will u ever forgive me.. 

                 - i am very sorry because i have loved u and i am still loving

                 - honestly, i don't hated u like i've said

                 - i am sorry but i love you